Life has recently caused me to take a fresh look at who I am... or am not and why. Sometimes we get so lost in the turmoil going on around us that we forget who we really are. I am going through a season in life that is about to change. I find this a perfect time for some healthy introspection and soul searching. So, please bear with me as I take the next few posts to delve into this topic a bit. Writing has always been a sort of mental health salve for me... sort of a healing process.
What brings this on? Well, really lots of things. But, the biggest being the fact that I am facing surgery in the next several weeks to repair this prolapse. This surgery will also include a hysterctomy. The bottom line is that my insides are falling into (and out of) the opening of my womb. So, while I am looking forward to being healthy again... I am not looking forward to surgery and/or the recovery that will be necessary. I am also praising the Lord for His answer to our prayers about our fertility. But, I'll get to that more later (in another post).
There are many answers to who I am... and I plan to explore each one seperately... here's a partial list:
- Christian Woman
- Wife
- Homemaker
- Mother
- Artist
These are sort-of in order... but, there are times that life necessitates one coming higher than another for a time. But, those are the basics of who I am. I'm looking forward to remembering why I am each one and what I love about each.
Proverbs 31:10-31 ~ An excellent wife, who can find? For her worth is far above jewels. 11 The heart of her husband trusts in her, And he will have no lack of gain. 12 She does him good and not evil All the days of her life. 13 She looks for wool and flax And works with her hands in delight. 14 She is like merchant ships; She brings her food from afar. 15 She rises also while it is still night And gives food to her household And portions to her maidens. 16 She considers a field and buys it; From her earnings she plants a vineyard. 17 She girds herself with strength And makes her arms strong. 18 She senses that her gain is good; Her lamp does not go out at night. 19 She stretches out her hands to the distaff, And her hands grasp the spindle. 20 She extends her hand to the poor, And she stretches out her hands to the needy. 21 She is not afraid of the snow for her household, For all her household are clothed with scarlet. 22 She makes coverings for herself; Her clothing is fine linen and purple. 23 Her husband is known in the gates, When he sits among the elders of the land. 24 She makes linen garments and sells {them,} And supplies belts to the tradesmen. 25 Strength and dignity are her clothing, And she smiles at the future. 26 She opens her mouth in wisdom, And the teaching of kindness is on her tongue. 27 She looks well to the ways of her household, And does not eat the bread of idleness. 28 Her children rise up and bless her; Her husband {also,} and he praises her, {saying:} 29 "Many daughters have done nobly, But you excel them all." 30 Charm is deceitful and beauty is vain, {But} a woman who fears the LORD, she shall be praised. 31 Give her the product of her hands, And let her works praise her in the gates.