sigh

Sometimes there just aren't words to express how you feel... that's sorta where I am now.  I'm just bummed and not quite sure why. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.  I need to shake this funk and get back to enjoying my family and home.  But for right now I'm just going to be honest and say that I'm depressed.  THERE!  I said it!

I can honestly say that it's not any ONE thing that is bring this about... it's a culmination of everything.  Who am I?  I feel like a shell of what I once thought I wanted to be... and yet nothing near who I want to be now.  Something is missing...

... perhaps I should take some time to go find it...